The other evening I tuned in to Amy Fisher‘s webcam show just in time to hear her say: “What happened to the days when guys wanted to fuck hot chicks?” And she doesn’t even live in LA. I wrote down her words exactly as she spoke them. They really resounded with me. Frequently I listen to different models’ webcam shows so I can hear them interact with their viewers. As I’ve said before, the experience is anthropological, often a very disheartening reflection of our society. The models spend more time deflecting foolish insults than taking their clothes off. Are the viewers trying to provoke the models into chastising them so they can pretend that the models are their schoolteachers or their mothers? Are the viewers playing a girlish game of “hard-to-get” so they don’t come off as too interested in the models? This is not just happening in webcam shows. A while ago I was chatting with a local yoga teacher who was discussing some recent experiences with Internet dating. At a certain juncture in the conversation she was struggling to articulate a particular sentiment. Finally she just shrugged her shoulders and said flatly: “Men just don’t have balls anymore.” A career yoga teacher said that. She has devoted her life to calmness, acceptance, and harmony.
Should I be writing this? Maybe not, especially since 99.9% of the readers of this blog are all men. I blame it on Amy. She empowered me 😉
I always think of this time of day (night?) as a million o’clock. Streets empty, neighbors silent, only the occasional sound of toenails clicking across the floor. Cats like to prowl at this hour. My body does not know what to do. Sleep? Read? Work? Work out? Walk the barren boulevard? In my entire lifetime I have never had a schedule. Always had ability to function on 3 hours of sleep if needed. Doctors say that is unhealthy. I believe it.
P.S. Guess who else is up? Tylene just appeared on her webcam. She looks amazing, as always.
As per usual Amy Fisher and I are sitting at our desks on separate coasts of the United States. She is communicating via webcam while I communicate with the typewritten word and listen to her show. Thought I would start the day off with a busty blonde: Lichelle Marie. Click here for amazing video clips of Lichelle in her pink and green bikini!
Long ago pornstar/web sensation Catalina Cruz used to promote herself as “Jenna Z”. A makeup artist told me that Jenna Jameson threatened litigation so Jenna Z changed her name to Catalina Cruz. Before the switch of moniker Jenna/Catalina’s webmaster contacted me about doing a shoot for their site. I think this fell into a time frame when I was pretty burnt out from working relentlessly. (Recently I had a small discussion in the comment field of this post about XXX burnout.) Jenna/Catalina’s webmaster had wanted to pay me an hourly rate to shoot with Jenna/Catalina. He also mentioned that a makeup artist would do my makeup on the appointed day. I asked if I would be compensated for the entire time I was at the shoot or just for the actual time in front of the camera. He responded with a terse e-mail indicating that no model had ever before dared ask if she would be paid to sit in a makeup chair. Needless to say, that shoot never happened.
The reason I had posed the question was because photographers or directors in the past had booked me for an hourly rate, spent hours “preparing” for the shoot while I lingered in their studios, and then ultimately tried to pay me only for the time that the camera was rolling. Usually these were people who liked to smoke a lot of pot and/or have visitors drop by at any given moment. For the record, I am one of the only people in California who does not smoke pot. It doesn’t bother me but in work situations I like to work, not wait.
All this occurred to me because of the recent XXX burnout discussion, and also because I just received an e-mail newsletter from Catalina announcing her live webcam show with Maddy O’Reilly. They will likely do a great show. Still have never met Catalina, probably never will. Don’t think she lives in LA. Have heard from a lot of people that she is a cool person, fun to work with. Maybe I should have taken that missed opportunity 😉
I have developed a recent fixation with webcam models. Nikki Ferrari is extremely animated. “Thunderstruck” by AC/DC playing in her bedroom. Love that song – one of my all-time favorites. Nikki just pulled out a baseball bat and informed viewers that she uses it as an anal toy. Check her out..
Legendary Anita Dark is live on her webcam at this moment. She is so impossibly perfect that it is almost comical. Every part of her – from head to toe – represents perfection. Think I’m exaggerating? Check her out right now. Even the pic above does not do her justice. And those boobs are natural – natural boobs, unreal woman.
Remember my recent posts about Central European ladies? Anita is Hungarian. Mingori was correct in his post comment: there is something in the water over there.
In the meantime, I have been sitting at my desk so long that my butt hurts. Does that mean I should go lie down? Lol..
I will be doing a wrestling match with Melissa Jacobs this weekend. Never met her before but her pics look amazing. Click here for full gallery. I just added some of her videos to my free tube site but it may take a while before they start circulating. Look at her amazing hair (just one of her stunning attributes.) So pretty.
Contact STJ at firstname.lastname@example.org for info on booking Melissa and me for a wrestling match. Thus far we only have one scheduled for our upcoming shoot. Reminder: special pricing available on matches featuring Francesca Le and me. I caused Francesca to miss a shoot on Monday due to my recent illness and I would like to make it up to her.
Remember a few weeks ago when I mentioned Mackenzie Mack? I intended to write more about her but got distracted by Carolyn, Zora, Misty, et al. This morning I found some of Mackenzie’s photos and am editing them right now. Obviously the above pic dates back to the cameraman Mike Raffone era (note teal green couch in background.) Mackenzie and I shot it in 2004 during the filming of a custom superheroine video. I am actively looking for that particular video. Will be back with more about Mackenzie after I finish the photo gallery..
By the way, Amy Fisher and I appear to work on the same schedule. I arose here in Los Angeles right at the same time she began her show on the East Coast. Was posting pics of Goldie and Prinzzess when Amy popped up in the webcam banner to the left. I tuned into her show. She looks good. Yes, she is that Amy Fisher.
We are having a few problems with the most recent video additions to my Diamond Club Members’ Area, including Pornstar Cam 1 (see above pic featuring Kianna Dior, Kristal Summers, and me.) Clips4Sale tech support is working on it now. Hope to have issues resolved this afternoon. I want to extend my apologies to all members for this temporary snag.
Came on here to post something and the Live Webcam feed off to the left caught my eye, as usual. Sometimes Francesca Le pops up when she is live, sometimes Devon Michaels, many other models I know too. This evening a new (to me) model named Megan Foxxx appeared. I always check out the shows so I clicked on over. Megan has a giant rack, slim body (from what I can see under her robe), and a glowing, ultra-tan. She was smoking a cigarette and taking a swig from a concealed container. A truly dazzling array of dildos and sexual implements lay on a table beside her. Yet again I was reminded why I chose a career in pornography. Still listening to Megan talk to her fans now..